July 25th, 2003


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- Someone agreed to meet me for dinner. Never happened (no show, again...this happened once before). I really wish people would just say 'no' instead of trying to placate my with some BS and then bail because, truth be told, the BS/bail makes me irate.

- I feel bad that someone needs my help and I can't really provide much more than encouragement right now. I feel bummed. I really don't know what to say to them about it. I really don't do well in situations like this. I hope things work out for them.

- Someone I know is in bad straits employment-wise and in their field this is a bad time to be dealing with it. Nothing I can do about it but I wish I could. I can honestly say he should have been seen it was obvious two years ago. Even though the friend did nothing to prepare for it, I still feel bad.

- I feel lost. There is no magical map for life or an etiquette book on how to feel about turmoil. I guess we are all in that situation. Not that any such fictional book would likely make me feel any better about it all.

Pretty shitty Friday, IMO. I thought Fridays were good days.
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