June 29th, 2003


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I ventured out and was, as usual, disappointed.

I guess IHOP will be my venue for another night. More reading, more notes, more strange thoughts.

My more snide side is complaining about being surrounded by people I have nothing in common with and their gaggle of SOs when, to quote farkers in the comment threads, I got nothin'. To those around me tonight, it wasn't anything you did or said. Just me (obviously).

Really, I need to browbeat myself into studying since the guilt is my best motivator right now. Soft 70s music is a better background to study to than the blaring bar fare, eh? I dunno, I guess I just expect July will be hellish. I am travelling almost half the month - some job related, some not and all of it make-or-break for some issues I have in life. And, like April, it is full of bad anniversaries for me.

Here is to likely letdowns, cheers. /raises half empty glass
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